Turn the page

As I begin to turn the page on this next chapter of life I find myself stuck in a rut. I want to do so many things and I know the only thing stopping me is me. I can't run away from my problems and I can't hide I must face them head on. I have been at the same place of employment since July of this past year and before that another step down in a field that I love. It may be low man on the totem poll of life choices as far as jobs go but it's a job,And in this time where a job is damn near close to impossible to find let alone be choosy about why complain . I want to do so many things and this is the year to do them. No more putting it off, no more just going with the flow. It's time to go hard or go home!

I have kicked around the thought of going back to Atlanta but my reasons for that would be for more than just getting out of here it would be to do me. My own restaurant and breaking into the acting business I think being in the field I am in now requires quite a deal of acting on and off the stage.

I often joke and say "Show Time" once I get my first table but I know that's just what it is we must keep our guest entertained and happy just as any good performer should do. So why not up the annie and get paid doing it on a real stage. My lines may be a little longer and my Que may not be so obvious but when the lights come up and it's places everyone you either hit it or go home same game just a different stage.

So I guess I will do what I do best and that is be me. Some love me some hate me others fake the funk but what can I say I can only be me.

My story is so complicated that it would take me at the very least a month to write it all down but I think that is what I should do. From then till now and once I start to let it all out and let the real me come shining through you'll know how I got to be how I am.

Well that's enough of me babbling on for one day. I'll be back.