See badness does not pay

OK for whomever was and or is this source.... LOL the joke is on you not only did you get shut down on facebook but you also are not getting the people all up in arms... So what did you think was going to happen... Fighting more of the same.. See as for me I know I don't have a thing to worry about because I don't shi* where I eat. Yeah I may go out and have a drink with my co workers and go to a party but as for getting involved in the BS no not Ms Mia.... I like reality just as the next person but why bother...

But when you think of it people love reality shows so much that they have a whole channel on cable TV just for them... Oh well if this what gets you off go for it.. Have your own personal soap opera... Just keep my name off your Blog.. Blank or not.

WHAT EVER

Hey Fam this is me the infamous Mia Jamia whatever you want to call me for the day.... Another day another dollar... Boy I wish I could go into detail about all the things that have been going on in my life.. Some days I wish I was not so net savy.....People at my job think because I happend upon another blog spot that I happen to be some asshole who thinks it's cool to put everyone on blast.. Not my style... Oh well.. I have many things to do with my time and thinking about my job on my off my days is not one of them.... So for all the people who think I am that person think again... Not the one.

Reflecting

I was sitting here today this Saturday Morning and I thought...... How in the hell did I end up here. Hear being at a point in my life that has me wondering.... WTF I know I'm intelligent, creative, funny, and if I must say so myself attractive.

But why do I feel like I have not made it, there are so many thing I know I want to do with the creativity that I have but I have yet to do them as if I'm waiting on this magic fairy to come into my life with a magic wand and say poof it's done.

But you know what now is the best time if any to as the saying goes "Geter Done".
I have met people in my life that have said I would do great things and I was going to help many people in my life, and you know what I have.. Letting people into my life that under any other circumstances I would not.
Not to say that I did not want to help because I am the type of person that would help anyone even if I did not like and or love them. I have been helped so many times in my life by complete strangers that I feel it my duty to pay it forward.
As I approach my 38th birthday I know my life has to change and for the better. better choices and a fierce movement that is a change for the better.
Is is going back to school yes!!! Because I know I must do this if for no one else myself.

I happen to have a family member of mine find me on facebook and must I say she is doing extremely well but I'm not trying to keep up with the Jone's however I am trying to become proud of my life.
I will have my bakery/cafe because this is what I love to do and I don't want to spend my day's thinking could of should of when I know good and damn well the only thing stopping me is ME!
Well on this Saturday March 7,2009 I am making a promise to myself get up off your azz stop kicking yourself for the choices you made and JUST DO IT!

My time for change is now!!!!